sunday discussion: my WONDERFUL scg 18/05
current ringtone: jolin tsai - ye man you xiwell, today i woke up at around 10, had breakfast and went to church. after that i came back and started doing tutorials. okok, i was using the com and doing tutorials at the same time. after that, i showered, went out for dinner, came back, did my reflections for this period being a sc nominee and taa-daa!! here i am.
i finally got to have a good chat with cray when he came online. yes! now i've got a website that i find out more about dizi!!!! (that yan deng always busy one. and tjco ppl dun seem to visit the tjc forums often.) apparently his broadband would only be up next week. when i asked why he looked troubled he said he's born with that kind of face which i think is quite a funny answer lah. then i pointed out that he looked happier during the slc, he said that he didn't have to worry about tutorials or anything during the camp, which is quite true. through more talking i realized that we have some similar points la, like normally only sticking to a small group of friends which he described as "autism". but also got differences, like his scg being very fun and maybe a little too crazy at times and that now i'm forced to widen my social circle which makes me uncomfortable. well, we'll see each other in school and co, which is kewl.
now, let's get to the main part of today's post:
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SUNDAY DISCUSSION:
yupz. my scg totally rocks. as in it's rock bottom on a scale of 1 to 10. why? let me elaborate.
my scg has been dubbed "the scholar class" because like half of the people are foreign scholars. there are also non-scholar foreigners. and amongst the singaporeans, there is quite a few non-chinese. i'm not being racist or anything but it's inevitable that there will be some segregation.
worse still, there are so many cliques in the class and being a 2nd-intake doesn't help either. and there are only 7 guys. 3 of whom are 1st-intakers, 3 other 2nd-intakers who are all in soccer and me left to be in my clique consisting of 3 other members who are all girls. then there is the "YSS" clique and all the scholars can be catagorized as one clique(this one coincides with the 3 1st0-intake guys clique) and the "non-chinese singaporeans" clique and of course the infamous "bimbotic anti-social duo" or BASD for short(who are the only non-chinese singaporeans to be excluded from that clique).
i mean, we still get along la, except maybe for BASD, but we just don't glue well and you can't feel any bond at all lah. i mean, even my pw group also lah. even though we are cool with everything, we don't really feel bonded yet lah. at least we plan to have pw group outings to bond. any attempts to organise scg outings (including one to pulau ubin which surprisingly was suggested by ryanti) has been turned down by BASD. they say things like "for what? what are you going to do at pulau ubin?" i guess they are just too busy with their own lives.
BASD also like to ask many stupid questions during tutorials la. reminds me of someone...hmm....
anyway there's also our chinese banding. since we have very few people taking chinese, we are grouped with another scg. they are mostly quite ok la but equally not bonding well la, except BASDver.CL"AO". they are 2 girls from the other scg la. but instead of asking many stupid questions, they heck care the teacher la and they r so dao and think that they are very chio or something. which they are not. trust me. could someone pass them a mirror? oh wait, it's just a waste of glass once they try to look at their reflection.
so, seriously, i've given up like almost all my hope on finding close friends in my scg liao. maybe can still try to make the majority of us feel something la, but that's e best i can do. now i'm pinning all my hopes on sc (if i get in) and CO, which i had already mentioned before.
well, that's it for this week's sunday discussion. until next time, cya~ oyasumi~
posted by pOlar_bEar @ 3:25 PM
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