Sunday, September 18, 2005

ja-ja-jaded..

15 DAYS TO PROMOS (time is running out...)
current music: Exile - DIAMOND
currently revising: Physics Chp 9 - Oscillations

nyaa~ had group study with liyana and momo today at toa payoh. we started at mac but left at around 3.30pm bcuz they were going to have a party. then we walked around more before we finalized the relocation at mosburger. ate so much fast food today... oh ya, i aso bought Bleach 18, Exile - Perfect Best and some hair wax today. so broke. haha.

haven't read bleach yet. but seems pretty good.(as always) hmm...maybe too much a good thing is a bad thing. 29 Exile tracks back to back can be quite...you know...oh ya, DIAMOND is very good! it's from the EXIT single though, not the perfect best album.

everyone seems so jaded by the stupid promos...of course i'm also included...how to have proper revision with so much tutorials and e stupid pw? pw sux!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GP and chinese on the same day....haha....then maths and bio...ho seh....then chem...then physics...then prepare for op....then 'AO' chinese paper....so tiring....thank God my EoM approved liao...then lately so many people and things are propelling me to......confess

prince turns into frog quite entertaining. watched pokemon and gransazers this morning. did you know the guy acting as tappei/sazer gans in gransazers also acted as tachibana kippei in the Prince of Tennis musicals? i think he's quite an interesting character in gransazers. hey, i've never seen another superhero who wears shorts and flip-flops and has a stubbly face. i think ai/sazer pisces is the chio-est of the 4 female gransazers! yupz my favourite tribe is of course aqua tribe. go leviathian!

i think i need one of those nihonhon head-nodding things...maybe will feel better. haha. how...what if i can't finish revising......i realised that there are many people who have the same ambition that i have....feel so....mainstream.....i don't like e feeling...why...GP seemed quite fun a few months ago...but...

argh...pw tml...can't revise...my gut feeling tells me quite a lot of time will be wasted...after that another week of struggle between completing tutorials, revising and getting enough sleep. dunno why i can't help doozing or dazing off during lectures....maybe it's a curse...anyway, 2 more weeks till promos...

until next time, cya~ oyasumi~

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Monday, September 12, 2005

school reopens tomorrow! 3 weeks till the next battle begins!

24 DAYS TO PROMOS (other than sealing off distractions, make rules for yourself!)
current music: Exile - Exit

yon-dan no fuuin: ß emupii · surii no sousaku ß
go-dan no fuuin: Ø kaunsaaru no katsudou Ø
roku-dan no fuuin: µ karaku no katsudou µ

ポラー・ベアの法則

[早い睡眠]の法則 - i'm going to sleep early when school reopens! so i won't fall asleep in lectures.

[家に速く戻る]の法則 - leave school and return home once school is over. don't waste time!

[平日のコンピュータ無し]の法則 - no computer on weekdays! except for pw purposes only.

you may be wondering what i am doing. these are just visual reminders of what to do and not to do during this period while preparing for promos! the ¤ßV^ etc. are "seals" to seal off those specific distractions. the 法則 (housoku) are guidelines of what to do.

omg! i can't stand pw! urgh! how to stuff so many details into 750words for chapter 3? kaoz~~~ they want details and they want to limit the number of words you can use. it's the stupidest subject ever created....

ahh...school reopens tml. all thanks to pw i haven't finished my tutorials. well, at least all PDP's are taking a break so i'll have more time for tutorials and revision at the same time. (but we all know councillors never really get breaks. grad nite publicity extends all the way to promos. hallelujah. may God bless me.) can't afford to flunk promos! no matter what!

that's all i have to say for now. until next time(next weekend), cya~ oyasumi~

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Sunday, September 11, 2005

who is that?

24 DAYS TO PROMOS (kaoz~ still got pw~)
chuu-dan no fuuin: X katsubou X
ni-dan no fuuin: V^ bushou ^V
san-dan no fuuin: ¤ anime no daunroodo ¤

oh crap man. i typed everything liao then e stupid thing said "cannot find server" when i clicked publish and when i clicked back everything was gone. roar~ gonna summarize now.

ok. we wanted to swim. rained. so met kerrin, cheekong and ed at orchard near where the head was found yesterday. kerin conned her dad to buy her an i-pod nano. so small. we went to lido. saw this group of people who are apparantly in some race. weird thing, they are all in red. weirder thing, all the guys are crossed-dressed.

the guys are in dresses and pigtails?
and night gowns and bikinis?
i still dunno what happened.

dinner at lido. we all ate subway. no nice movies. went to pacific plaza to get "someone" a present. "someone" probably won't be reading this but safety first to keep it a surprise. went to cineleisure. no nice movie aso. crossed over the HMV. we bought "my boyfriend is type b" vcd. went to kerrin's house to watch. it was quite nice la. our $3.25 each was rather well spent. the show ended at 11plus!

we went to the bus stop opposite kerrin's house to take a bus to amk central. there was a beng-ish guy in an orange top at the bus stop. i'm quite sure i know him...but i just can't remember who. got this feeling should be from taekwondo one. i've not gone for training for far too long. maybe i will join back once all the promos chaos are over. kinda miss training. hahaz. i feel bad when i know i know somebody but i can't remember who. geez.

so ed took 165, chee kong caught the last train home (i think) and i waited 50min before concluding that i've missed the last bus and flagged a cab home.

phew~ tt's the summarized version of my original post. so, until next time, cya~ oyasumi~

EXTRA: took this at bishan last week. HOT WORK in progress leh. SAFETY FIRST somemore. and they even point towards possible locations. male one? or female one? hmm...

ok. i'll use protection. hahaha.

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Saturday, September 10, 2005

the end of the holidays! OMG!

26 DAYS TO PROMOS (time to slowly seal off distractions!)
current download: Law of Ueki - ep 7[93.8%] ; Otsuka Ai - Kingyo Hanabi[55%]
current music: Glay x Exile - Scream (Original Ver.)

ok ok, so maybe it's a little exaggerrated but i just don't count the weekends for 1 week holidays.

omg....pw is such a time-wasting subject...my study plan for today was totally disrupted by wr.....and we are having another meeting this sunday...sigh~~~~

nyaa~~j-pop is so soothing...Otsuka Ai is so chio~~~ remember, when stressed out from cramming, just listen to j-pop and j-rap. hahaz.

nothing much to say today la. so, until next time, cya~ oyasumi~

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Thursday, September 08, 2005

my resolve is...

27 DAYS TO PROMOS (you had better start now if you haven't)
current download: Law of Ueki - ep 4[82.2%], 5[78.5%], 6[82.8%]
current music: Yuan Wei Jue Xing - Xia Tian De Feng

ooh! i collected my set of law of ueki yesterday! so addictive! kobasan sensei went to...kyousuke is actually...hahaha!!!!no spoilers for you!

oh ya! i talked to william juz now. i realized both of us had similar thinking towards scholars. the only difference between scholars and normal students is that they have given up their freedom. and most of them have already learnt what is being taught, so it's kind of expected that they should do quite well. and they don't have much to do other than to study at the hostels anyway. we were also wondering why many of the scholars are so dao. could it be due to their home-sickness? or do they think they are highly superior to us? or maybe it's just a side-effect of cramming too much.(oh ya i personally resent the term "mug". any other alternative is ok. it's just the word tt irritates me.)

i think i've found my resolve! my purpose...is to protect everyone important to me...my principle...is to oppose hypocrisy...my inspiration...friends and family...i have to do my best so i won't let anyone down! i will give my best to improve! yea! as long as i beat myself! there's not much point comparing with others. some may not agree with my thinking but this is me! i'll keep cramming for the sake of everyone! this is my resolve! i will persist!! (yes, it's time for more self-psyching up)

ahh...ed is amazed by his oil blotters. because his blotter turned completely transperant even at night! wow~ so oily~ he thinks it's because of his double cheeseburger and fries. he's currently on a weight gain programme. please kindly donate all lard to him. oh ya, his modem is down. so anyone who might want to click on his link on the right, can forget about it. he'll be back after promos.

i have almost recovered from my cold! woohoo~ but now got cough. *cough* hmm...i think i should try to sleep earlier when school reopens...

ok...maybe i need more sleep cuz i don't think i'm making much sense...so, until next time, cya~ oyasumi~

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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

1st day of september holidays!

current download: Law of Ueki - ep 1[62.0%], 2[65.5%], 3[83.4%]
current music: Matilda Tao Jing Ying - Tao Zi

finally started revision today! well, i stayed at home the whole day so i guess there wasn't much else that i could have done. i'm still recovering from my cold. i think it was because i went swimming on saturday combined with the polluted air due to the burning of paper offerings since it was the last day of the 7th lunar month. oh yeah, which means it's the 8th lunar month! mooncake galore! ok! i'm determined!!! i'm going to eat some ice-cream mooncake this year, no matter what! roar!

law of ueki (ueki no housoku) r0x0rs! i already placed an order for the whole set of manga which has 16 bks! nevermind that it is a bit too gashbell-ish but it's still good anyway. there's even an ueki no housoku plus after that! wahaha!!!

ooh! i managed to edit my chapter and sent it to sunita waaaaaay in advance so she can't blame me for not sending her in time. buahahahahahahahahaha.

how ar? i'm not used to studying this early leh. i know it's already late and i don't have much time for a jc exam but it's a completely big change from secondary school when can just study like a week in advance. help! i need motivation to study for the next 4 weeks until the promos are over. (ok, make that 5 weeks or so) can someone tell me something? i need reality to be slapped across my face. help~~~~~

oh ya! the stupid tj server is down. so the school web, school forum and sc web are all DOWN. it's been down since, like, friday. those lazy tech people...sigh~ today is a monday and they haven't realized?!

oh ya...i'm not going for obs anymore because ms ang says those who have gone before should give others a chance. nevermind la. i think i'll be picking up swimming again after promos. can swim everyday! hahahahahaha! feel like maybe dying my hair during november hols! probably won't be some ostentatious colour like pink or green or purple or blue. hmm...probably means my next haircut won't be very short so there's something to dye in november. hahahahaha!!

oh well, that's it for today! until next time, cya~ oyasumi~

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Friday, September 02, 2005

omg...i think i ate too much *burp*

Current download: Bleach - ep 40[3.1%], 41[7.2%], 42[3.2%]

so many things happened over the week! here we go!

new balance real run on sunday at sentosa! i didn't expect that it would be so fun! some OAC people, bryant and i ran in the junior category.(sunita was supposed to be there but she didn't turn up) it was a 5.5km run on the road, sand and trail. the road part was pretty ok even with the rather steep uphill part before reaching going down to the beach. the sand part was kinda tricky cuz it was quite soft and running hard caused my feet to sink pretty deep. so i guessed running near the shoreline was a way to deal with it cuz the sand is more compacted there even though it means to run a slightly longer distance. wah...i was totally shagged when we got to the trail...*pant* *pant* slow down...*pant* recover a bit...and
i just dashed for the last 1km! my timing of 33minutes plus isn't very good but i'm quite satisfied with it lah.

after the run we collected our goodie bags (an orange shoe bag with a white and orange jersey, water, some coupons and an energy bar inside.) and just sat around waiting for the results of the top runners and lucky draw (mainly the lucky draw. lol). the emcee was some guy with an afro wig and tried to be funny. well, some promoters for neat feet went on stage and did some funny dance. at some point in time the emcee said he was going to give the first person whose birthday was that day (28 August) a present. so we shoved kimberly up on stage and everyone there sang a birthday song for her. so lucky right? we waited and waited and......we didn't win the lucky draw :< . we went back harbourfront and had lunch before going home.

ooh...the stage...
the stage again...


some neat feat 3B cream promoters dancing away...
uh-huh. nice pose.

ok ok, i was bored.

happy birthday kim! she got a present from mr.afro wig.

yesterday, instead of having a half-day and going back to our secondary and primary schools because we had already celebrated on last friday. bummer. besides that, for our civcs and contact time period, we had some S-cube talk. it was mainly propoganda la. they talked about how important ns is, how good ns is, blah blah blah...they even got some ns guy who was a TJCian to come back and psycho us. as usual, sunita will flirt with any guy...(ok ok, only older guys. lol. jk jk)

(if you notice something missing here. just ask sunita.)

so after all that, i went to get a haircut! so many people were dyeing their hair...i almost passed out from the toxic fumes. i waited for a very loooooong time....ok la, not bad, cheap and good. after that, i went to kerrin's place to meet up with ed and kerr and qi en and some other aj councillors! i was kinda extra la but they are quite nice. somehow they got this weird suspicion that i was ed's gay partner. NO! i'm not....*sigh* i better clarify AGAIN before this spoils my reputation with girls....i want a girlfirend...anyway, we played bridge and then kerr, qi en, ed, see mun, welyon and i went to have dinner at jack's place! i ordered a fire steak!!! it's just so fun to see the steak go up in flames. we we were served garlic bread we were quite puzzled because we didn't order any. but after half a minute, we decided to eat it. hey, it's ours if it's served to us. wahhh!!!!!!! i was $23.60 poorer after the meal. luckily i didn't spend too much on my haircut. all of us accompanied see mun to guardian to get her zambuk for her insect bite then went home.

ooh...garlic bread!

the fire steak!! (of course after the flame was put out)

today's teachers' day! happy teacher's day to mrs ng(bio), mrs tan(phy), mrs lokman(chem), miss yee(maths), miss lim(GP), mr cao(chi), miss ho(pw), miss kang(civics tutor), ms norsheha(sc), mr ang(4e2-04 form teacher; chi), mr wong(4e2-04 maths), mrs lim(4e2-04 phy), miss yam(4e2-04 chem), mr yeo(4e2-04 bio), miss chan(4e2-04 ss), mrs wong(4e2-04 geog elec), mrs raj(fielding-04 eng), mrs tok(6faith-00 form teacher; maths), mrs ho(6faith-00 sci/eng) and miss chan(6faith-00 chi).

spent most of the time studying and doing tutorials at home. went to meet mum and greg for dinner. they went out earlier to watch sharkboy and lavagirl. they asked wether i wanted to go along. sorry, i'll pass. we had dinner at seoul garden with 4th aunt(my mum's sis) and our cousin brenda. wah kao. eat until pengz~~~ so full~~~ luckily we have p.e. first thing tomorrow morning.

oh yea! miss ang called me up today and told me that yin wei, sunita, zhi yong, keng foo and i are selected to go for obs! it'll be from 14 november for 5 days! i think this means i have to go get a jab again. well, small sacrifice la. it's going to be great!

ooh! ooh! D.Gray-man rox! it's so nice! and it's scanlated! means i can use the money to buy law of ueki. buahahahaha. oh, that blind guy won jue dui superstar. hmm...4 weeks or so to promos! study hard!!!k? until next time, cya~ oyasumi~

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