taihen!!!!! is this fate?
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kana of the day: o - お[H]/ オ[K]
yaya, went to school for painting of the backdrop. not bad la. quite nice. but that's not the point!
ed called changi and then apparantly they cancelled the 16-18 2 star course!!!!!!! i'm absolutely infuriated!!!! all my planning gone to waste!!! and they didn't even bother to remove it from the website la!!! i'm going to call them tomorrow and ask for a reasonable explanation! this means we can only kayak in the stupid confined area for the chalet! and liyana isn't going to get her 1 star in time!!!!!!!!! how???? is this fate? i'm not fated to kayak rite? why does something have to go wrong all the time? how come i'm the enthu one and have initiative to coordinate everything? then something crops up!!!! very chik kek leh! can someone else do the planning and i just join for once? maybe i'm just not fated to kayak......
kaoz!!!! i haven't finished any homework yet! i'm like 1/3 through my physics only la. ok, i read through my descriptive statistics notes even thought the deadline for the quiz has been extended. but ed has already finished his physics!! and he has like more questions than me!!! have i been wasting my time gymming and swimming and kayaking? i suck big time...........
y is the tj orientation pack so hansuan one? y tjcians so kiam siap one? our pathetic economic orientation pack at $8 consists of only the stupid foolscap and stupid t-shirt and stupid collar pin and i dunno wether got stupid file/binder. not that i want to compare but even ny is going to have a slingbag! and aj is going to have a shoebag! i'm so ashamed at the meagreness of our tj o-pack.....
sigh~ school is reopening and it's going to be another year of tortorous days. someone give me strength to pull through alright. i think my results suck leh. not that i don't want to try la but i also dunno wad to do. maybe really cannot cope then muz quit co.....? i think i'm superman or wad? sc and co when my results so sucky? i was really hoping for better results for promos than mid-year la. but it was worse. i honestly tried harder ok...i just suck la. maybe i'm one of the last in class. i just can't be bothered to compare......
aiyah, i also dunno liao la. focus on fitness? studies? pdp's? interest? more than one? all? still want gf....cmi la, cmi....can go and dream until dunno when also won't have one la. crap still wanna speak proper english so i sound less beng (dunno leh. some ppl say i talk like beng sometimes. i very guai one lor. i'm mr. goody-goody la.) still wanna learn japanese. u kns la u. ooh. wow. i'm actually talking to, nono, scolding myself. whee.
until next time la. cya. oyasumi.
posted by pOlar_bEar @ 2:04 AM
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haha. it's ok la. i'm over it liao. if i believe i can do things right. it eventually will ba. hee~ thanks for your concern!
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