*cough blood*
current mood: highly irritablecurrent BP: TOO HIGH
current music: S.H.E - Tian Hui
rite.....let's start with this morning. i woke up at 5.45am so that i would be definitely on time for the grad nite meeting at 8am? i got there quite early. then in the end everyone other than elke was late. nice~
so after the meeting JY said she wanted to JP and asked us to go with her. i called my mum cuz we were supposed to swim but she said it's far too early to leave......after having my sms's and calls being totally ignored by momo, bamboo and liyana, i agreed to go alll the way to JP. but we only left after wasting a great deal of time. but finally we left for jurong point(which i had just visited 3 days ago). around 1 hour later, we were at JP. then this person toilet that person atm the other person went to change. after that we had mosburger for lunch. after that bryant and sammy decided to go for the course with jiayi at NTU. they were going to self-fund. no way i was going to pay an unstated sum of money for some course i didn't even know about and wasn't interested at all. i don't even have an atm card damnit. so they went to NTU and i went back to the mrt by my lonesome self.
i called momo and asked him wether he wanted to swim and he said ok because i offered to travel to yishun. then after quite a bit of travelling around yew tee there, he called me and said he doesn't want to swim cuz it looks like it's going to rain and that he didn't want to go to some other place to swim. sweet. so i go myself lor. fine
so i reached toa payoh, the rain had juz stopped. yay. lucky me. or so i think. then i called my mum who was supposed to meet me in the first place for a swimbut she said it was raining sooooo heavily and she just wants to help the freaking yan-gzheng primary for their competition but promises to come over and look me up for dinner. fine lor. so i went to the pool myself. i changed and put on suntan lotion and then tried to stuff everything in a 20cent locker but cannot stuff in. then weldon called. jean was on the other line and it took around 20 minutes in my swimming trunks at the locker for them to finally decide to pangseh the lao ren tml so we can go kayaking at kallang. yay. small victory for me. i thought. i ran out of 20cent coins. great. i changed with a nice auntie and stuffed my stuff in a 40cent locker. oh ya, i traded away my super old 10cent coin which i've been keeping in my wallet. hahahaha. so i swam and swam and swam. 40+ laps in the competition pool. wow~ i never fail to amaze myself. after tt i washed up and called my mum.
wow. my brother seems to be still sleeping and yan-gzhang really needs her so she can't leave. God, my brother is not even involved in the fricking competition. y does she have to be so busybody?! lose the fricking competition damnit. let the whole place burn down. so i had to eat my miserable dinner at burger king by myself at toa payoh.
i got totally pissed so i bought the new s.h.e album to cheer myself up. i got quite bored so i bought the "new revamped" lyme in hope that there may actually be something gd inside. i guess after reading men's health, lyme juz seems so bloody trivial and lame and kiddish and a waste of money. great.
so i come home and then i get bombarded with ed's self-doubt of being lousy at kayaking and sudden reconsideration on wether to go for 2 stars. and it doesn't help when weldon and jean's concience apparently decided to resurface at this time and kept getting me to go to bedok to kayak tml........after numerous attempts to get ppl to go kayaking with me so tt i may not need to make weldon and jean pang seh the lao ren, yinwei finally agreed. so happy. but weldon insists on going to bedok. then all the frickin complicated stuff came.they dunwan to betray their concience which would haunt them for ps-ing the lao ren. can bedok? then how to submit the application form for 2 stars? then ck how, ps him? ooh....ck didn't go and he wun be free. ooh...why don't we go for 16,17,18 at changi then we can ask more ppl? omg. then chalet aso need at least 3 ppl to kayak. yeppie? huh? see first. liyana? i dunno la, maybe no money, ya, ok, i'll go b4 the chalet, or maybe not. then wanna visit ed tml at kallang? or my mum at suntec? or juz heck care all of them and juz go out with yinwei. hahahahahaha.
hmm...lemme check my calender. oh my! only 14 days left in the entire holiday to complete ALL my holiday homework and revise and whatnot. wow~ then comes another question. should i quit co? can i handle it?
why are there so many frickin qns for me to find the answers? what am i supposed to do? i'm only human....so tired....................
can someone tell me what to do? 16,17,18 ar? no time to prac the skills in between leh. anyone told u 2 star onwards is failable? and changi beach is a frickin polluted piece of i dunno wad. and got weird ppl hang arnd there. and there's supposed to have hantu there. u really wanna go there? i dunno liao la! 4,11,18 dec at pasir ris? 3,4,18 dec at pasir ris? 16,17,18 dec at changi? who can make it for which day? weldon? jean? ck? ed? silas? victor? amanda? zhao wen? soon lee? jonathan? chee kong? me?
maybe i should just go for church camp and isolate myself from the rest of the world for 5 good days. but would i really be at peace? i dunno who will handle the 2 star course dates. i will worry about my undone holiday homework. i will brood over wether to quit co. give me a sign God.
my time is so worthless ar? i have to accomodate to everyone's schedule. even my brother. juz to watch a vcd with him still must wait for him to finish his chess game. and my foot is still numb. maybe no hope liao. why am i even wasting my efforts lamenting? probably no one cares.
i wonder when the girl of my dreams will appear.....it's so unfair...why am i supposed to sit back and wait while other ppl are happily with their steads? i'm just too worthless to take note of ba.
i really don't want to regret...i want to live everyday to the fullest...haha...s.h.e's album hardly having any fast track...amusing.....reach xing xing zhi huo liao...the end liao....until....tomorrow...cya.....o...ya..su.....mi........
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