Day 43...2days after results...
current mood: T_Tcurrent music: angela zhang shao han - shou xin de tai yang
i know many people would want to hit me after this post but seriously there are tough and painful choices to be made no matter what score you get...
ok, i got a totally unexpected and shocking 7 for my L1R5 which can be considered pretty good. i did went on stage with all the other 6 and 7 pointers. the day of release of results was ok except for the part when mr. Ang and mr. ED Wong gave me my results slip and told me "you were lucky. edwin and hui fang deserved more than you to go on stage (ed got more a1's than me and they did rank better than me in class usually. but only clarice and i went up with a 6 point and 7 point respectively.)" i mean it wasn't my fault that something went wrong with hui fang and that ed's only non-a1 was a b3 for english, giving him an 8. i worked hard for this lor...i think 8 distinctions is already pretty good even if 2 of them are a2's. i feel that it is extremely biased of them to say those things and totally unfair to me. yes, even though i'm really grateful for all you've done, if by any chance either of you are reading this, you should know that you've hurt me by saying those things...anyways, ed, momo and i went to plaza singapura and watched white noise. it was pretty ok but nothing really outstanding. after that we walked to city hall where we took the mrt to bugis and had dinner and went home.
the day after that, i went to wei qi's house with waye ning and yu ning to watch the season finale of charmed which yu ning taped down. after that i went to kbox with momo, ed, kelvin and some girls. it was a horrible experience. there was one of them ,han ying aka honey, who was especially outstanding. she was really loud and off key and didn't know how to show respect to others when they are singing, that's when she's not hogging the mike that is. she would still hog even when it's songs not selected by her and she already confesses that she didn't know how to sing those songs. i would NEVER go to kbox with her again. after kbox momo, ed and i walked to compass point and had dinner and went home.
we have to return to school today. so i went to school in a confused state. i had to submit my jc applications by friday but when i went to school today, a lot of my friends told me to leave for 'greener pastures". that reminded me of my dream jc...temasek jc. i've never really talked much about it because i never thought that i could enter it. i really like the atmosphere and cca's and everything but...the distance is the major push factor...on the other hand, nyjc is ok but it's super close to my house too, which is both a pro and a con by itself. i was super troubled so i didn't go for odac today.(my excuse was that i had a migraine. which was kinda true.) i went to ed's place where we just practically did nothing but we did discussed the possibility....i know this seems pretty stupid but we want to go to the same jc....it would take me at least 40 min to get to temasek but it would take him over an hour....i don't know now....other than distance we have to consider the "small fish in big pond and big fish in small pond" factor...
my heart says temasek, my brain says ny...i really hope i won't regret my final decision......
well, no matter what, i hvae to hand in my ogl form tomorrow because it's the dateline. i really hope i will feel better and would be in the mood to go for petanque........until tomorrow, oyasumi....
posted by pOlar_bEar @ 1:59 PM
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