take a breather!
wah....this week was crazy...2 tests and sc exco elections and not having done my tutorials during the weekend made it even worse. ok la, today aso got hc intro and husting which is pretty pointless since raimi is confirm delta house cap already.well, things are getting better la, i can feel it. i think i found my first group of close friends in tj! my sc clique!!!(still in progress of expanding) the seniors rock! we just hit off so well and we have so many things in common! things with some of the fellow elects also going quite good. next week going for CO liao!!! hope can make close friends there also!
i also think i'm on the right track of catching up in terms of academic liao! so happy!!!
sigh~ but whenever i think about scg 18/05 then i have mixed emotions. 1) i feel sad....y so hopeless.... 2) i feel anger...that stupid HOD of maths...how the hell she put this scg together one? and she let all e fun people assigned to 18 transfer to other scg la.
seriously i think no hope liao la. all the cliques are like covalent molecules. very strong covalent intramolecular forces of attraction. but very weak intermolecular van der waals forces of attraction. they are bonded within their cliques but cliques do not mix well at all.
i'm seriously considering doing what shi han is doing now, 'grafting' into another scg during lectures. i'll just go join the other scg during lectures and just turn up for tutorials and prac. for a normal class, people might see me as anti-social or having an attitude problem. but for the very special 18/05, nobody minds/cares, as evident from the response they give shi han. i think i'm going to need to find an scg that is the exact opposite of 18/05 la. i seriously think i'm in the wrong place and very demoralized. i hope that if i do this, i'll feel more encouraged and passionate by having their class spirit. i'll consider carfully.
hmm...dunno y a lot of people say i'm very funny or very cute. oh dear...am i projecting the right image?
oh ya, i've decided i'm sick of the place that i got my haircut and i'm going to try somewhere else.
lu yuan (the ccc anual production)was great la! the plays may not totally clear but they were interesting. it was kinda fun to see how the girl next to me reacted when she saw her boyfriend getting cake smashed into his face time and time again on stage. i personally felt it was too short.
well, until next time. cya~ oyasumi~ (oh ya, sorry ar cui yin for mispelling ur name. lolz)
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