Day 8...the day part of my heart got crushed...(metaphor only)...i'm getting over it...
AJ 6 : NY 6current mood: otsukare~ (tired~)
the first thing we had today is listening to a few more talks by some HoDs. after the talks, we had p.e. we were supposed to wear our ss p.e. shorts and our white zion t-shirt which i completely forgot and i wore my ss p.e. t-shirt which made me one of the extra ones (again). for p.e., we were told to run 9 rounds but most of us, including me, stopped at 8 which works out to be like 3.2 km. after that, we had to do 6 pull-ups each. for each one we couldn't do we had to do 10 push-ups. oh yea, during p.e. i managed to get to know 2 more of my ctmates, john and tiffany.
after p.e. we rushed to the chemistry lecture. we went through the basic stuff like Mr and Ar and nothing exciting happened. after chem was maths during which we finished going through partial fractions and were given an assignment to do. after maths, i went for lunch with my ogmate, ryan, because he said that everything has been pushed back for 30 min because the talks ended late. so we had lunch and then we went to the hall only to find that the library talk was already in progress and was in fact about to end.
after the library talk, we made our way to the yck tennis centre. the weather was really damn hot... well, we got there, warmed up by running 3 rounds round the courts and we went for the try-outs. the (not-so-friendly) coach hit us balls which we were supposed to return. in the end, only 6 out of the 11 guys who turned up made it to the 2nd round of the try-outs because they were looking for competition level players to fill up spots in the boys' team for their final competition before they fold up in april. crap.
after that i took 283 back with another guy i got to know, karta (right?), and i decided to go home because i was really tired and had homework to do. sorry people at the chinese culture society.
i guess i have no choice but to stay in dragonboat (which is not really a bad thing unless their sunday training clashes with church. then, i'll have a whole new list of problems.) i'm really depressed because i really wanted to train tennis...i don't care much about the competitions but i guess i wouldn't get into any other jc's team anyway...nyjc has definitely lost some of it's allure but i don't really feel attracted to aj either. it'll depend on my results now i guess...i'm quite bummed now...somehow i feel more mentally tired rather than physically titred despite the excercise.
!!!i think i've got a crush on this girl!! i don't know her name. i don't know wad ss she's from. but...i got this fuzzy feeling when i see her. i saw her in some of the lectures i have? would i have a chance? well, stay tuned to see if anything would happen.
oh yea...bamboo called me. i told him not to join tennis yet so we can join together after we go to the same jc during jae. he sounded like he was trying to pull me to aj but i don't think i'm really interested at this point of time. he also seems to be unwilling to come so i told him that ed would still come if ny wins even if he's not coming. i really feel quite lost now. he also said he wants to be my ogf (they call it orientation group facilitators instead of ogl's). personally i just think it's just his cheap way of trying to find an excuse for himself because OGF's are very likely to become student councillors. yes he's that cheap. he just can't say that he wants to become a councillor so he's not budging. well, i dare to say this out loud, "I DON'T CARE WHATSOEVER. I WANT TO BE A STUDENT COUNCILLOR. IT'S ABOUT TIME I GET THE CHANCE TO TAKE AN ACTIVE LEADERSHIP ROLE. THIS IS MY LAST OPPORTUNITY. I WILL FEEL DEPRIVED IF I DON'T GET TO DO IT. GIVE ME A CHANCE. I'LL MAKE GOOD USE OF IT TO PROVE MYSELF." so there. i dare to say it. to hell with whatever nasty remarks you might have about my bluntness but i'm dead serious about it.
we'll be having our first CT (civics tutorial) tomorrow which means finally getting to know the rest of my ctmates. i think our form teacher/tutor/whatever will be asking for volunteers to be class reps. should i volunteer? it could be some kind of consolation if i don't become councillor. yay.
hmm...after comparing for so many days, maybe it's about time to give a brief overview of what i think of the 2 jc's.
Anderson Junior College
Pros: still has tennis. the famous AJ ice. ed is there, but this can change. my ex-crush is there. i start with a clean slate.
Cons: relatively furhter from where i live. certain people i don't really like to be around with. i'm unfamiliar with the place. bamboo might become my OGF. (nooooooooooooooooo) there are more people from better ss there, therefore greater pressure. lecturers who try to act fierce. my ex-crush is there.(well, it could be a good thing or a bad thing. i haven't decided.) they don't have dragonboat. no dress-down day. school song sounds like something to be sung at a funeral or something. handphones not allowed. ugly school crest. ugly p.e. t-shirt. standard colours for sports shoes. white socks only. i start with a clean slate.(meaning i have to work hard to prove myself.)
Nanyang Junior College.
Pros: near my house. warm and welcoming feeling. interesting and engaging lecturers. nice dances. (i think every jc has their own.) the school song is quite easy to sing and i find it quite funny. dress-down day on fridays when students can wear a school-approved t-shirt to school.(i think) new compound. familiar with the place. any coloured socks and shoes allowed as long as they do not have quirky designs or are too distracting. handphones can be used freely when not in lectures or tutorials. my new crush is there.(but i don't know if she will leave)
cons: certain people i don't like. i don't think i've made many new friends here yet so i feel kind of lonely because most other people are sticking to people from their ss but the thing is everyone disappears when i need to stick to them. sigh~ i need to get some closer friends...aquaintances and hanging around girls all the time won't do me any good...i don't get a clean slate. (i think i've hurt some people during the games but i hope they won't be petty and hold me against it. i was in the heat of battle. hehe...) no tennis team.
so tired...i really don't know what to do tomorrow...i need to sleep early...mentally bummed out...rest so i can make good decisions tomorrow...cya...oyasumi~ zZzZzZzZzZzZz....
posted by pOlar_bEar @ 3:04 PM
1 Comments:
get ur comp fixed soon! its boring in here!
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